Me me.

Hold on, don't hold on.
Think, don't think.
Cry, don't cry.
Eat, don't eat
Or let it all just go in a beat.

Pour it all out
Don't make it jelly.
I won't call you out
It's too scary!

Let me hold that pillow
Close to my breast.
I'm not sure I get it
How everyone is so content!

I'm just this pathetic creature,
I don't want you to let me be.
I want you to shower me
With all the distractions you can find.

If not you, then find someone else.
A valet, a scribe, someone to cover for me.
Please find someone who can face my demons for me.
The disgusting tosh that I am.